* _ * Happy Halloween * _ * *
Huhu! It
XD Today is Halloween night I go to the Halloween party at Europa Park (as every year Oo) löl have also ne toooooolle disguise oO I had already on Saturday at the ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW (dancing and throwing rice at the cinema .. soooo geil XD) I'm just an old black summer dress made and cut XD joa I had to listen again later, though, that I can not think how stupid that would be un (mama of course -.-) but I do not care .. I use wenistens the dress again XD I had already determined that is not the last 4 years an ..
In the cinema we were almost always the only least * g * was disguised but still funny (movie totally in English .. un between the horny always call from the cast, the film were, "starred") today
Well tonight will cover everything I think ... lol would be bad if is not .. after all, only once in the year halloween!
hab grad a week off and next week in Kiga .. until january .. Finds a shame we only have school next year. now we only used to all and now, we have not so long time ne. Find my class that is really super cute! Eye am excited for next week ... bissl dream almost every night like this again -.- "
Bin grad sooo full X_X naja un'll then go again ... tschaui * * Winku
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Firsttimeauditions Hannah
pure space
Heeeey I meld well again! Now I'm
school for almost a month in the new. how time flies! It's unbelievable. I like it there very,'ve got a nice class, friendly staff (it is not a single male being there XD except the janitor) and the instruction actually also interesting, although we occasionally schonmal little strange things do, especially in music. Because I feel as nervous as in drama school if we are to once again play a song a bit. Since then, it is already present as that one should be in a pirate, a knight or even put yourself in a chestnut (XD). LOL
Last night we made even a "clique conversation" We met to talk to all of us, mainly because two people can not get along with one person. I think we have made several misunderstandings in the world and want to start a "new start". I just hate it when someone has prejudices and believes he was right, although he did not know!
Another reason why I write hm .. I'll tell you something about my family. No idea how it is received in other families .. as it is in perfect families .. where you can be just like you are right .. where you unfold his personality and just be happy. I can not ... a small excerpt from my "real" diary
20 October - 1:30 at night
So it starts again and is now in full swing-> Mom angry outbursts. And just because we're not wanted to dance to their tune.
Mone (ps: my sister for all who do not know) and I have rented movies and watched TV in the room my cousin was still in the process. I then slept before, suddenly stormed in and around mama screaming that one of us my uncle and my cousin has to drive home! But we have been drinking wine and I would almost fell over from exhaustion. She herumgeschrieen only continued, "Out, out or I'll dresch. I was able to flee to the bathroom and later in my room. Then she cried and bleated on and on, increased again in what pure-always found new things such as "I can each of you a slap ... ... saublöde women think only of themselves ... I hope they have later schufften hard ... you can clean pure thrash thrash .. can ..." and how often it has used the "thrash" and "saublöd" I wants to know. Maybe they should
would try it with a bit of niceness. Comes easy in and roars around. Hello? So you may talk with prisoners. They also know me more zero. In their eyes I'm so quiet, dauerbockig, selfish, always bad-tempered, stupid (or rather "saublöd" -.-) But I am not yet so! All my friends know me different, I know me differently. I am a relatively satisfied man and I appreciate the little things in life. I laugh so much and also make nonsense and just want to be sometimes "stupid", which does not necessarily mean that I'm stupid. How often I've already heard of me until I believed it myself, and persuaded me time and again: "I'm stupid." But it's not true! Every day I must say: You're not stupid. I'll have my own every day prove us ... again and again.
keyword selfish: I'm the degree that thinks only of others. The (almost) always does everything for others. But I am doing it for my friends and from which I get back at least something: attention and even a piece of love. and just received at home, not me. I'm totally here the hard shell built up, so it probably looks more as if I were still a petulant teenager term. But in truth Today I only hide my grief and helplessness. And when I'm alone, it breaks out. yes 2 times today already have been crying, but mom may not of noticed! She sees me cry rarely do it but even relatively "often". Especially when something happens again. Feel me just suck it. Mama do not know what it causes for a loss. I always feel like a little child is the one constantly says: "You can not" and the child asks all the time: "WHY ?"..." why I may not know what is a reason behind it? " I just do not understand how so with me / us can jump around. There are as nonsensical thing down on a rebound and one can find no protection. And dad you have, as always, not heard. He keeps out of there and lets just say mama. I often wonder how he can stand with a woman?
END
Joa I can not help anyway ... it can at most tell someone, but no one can understand something like that, because he did not know these situations. But there, a friend just in case it is similar. At least something like it can partially understand ^ ^ "
Well it's late, school tomorrow. Today is the way nixm honest like that happens .. always have all the tag done nothing special except play SIMS (SIMS 2 pets-I love it! XD)
Good night and see you soon .. going to try again bissl more purely write * * winku_
Heeeey I meld well again! Now I'm
school for almost a month in the new. how time flies! It's unbelievable. I like it there very,'ve got a nice class, friendly staff (it is not a single male being there XD except the janitor) and the instruction actually also interesting, although we occasionally schonmal little strange things do, especially in music. Because I feel as nervous as in drama school if we are to once again play a song a bit. Since then, it is already present as that one should be in a pirate, a knight or even put yourself in a chestnut (XD). LOL
Last night we made even a "clique conversation" We met to talk to all of us, mainly because two people can not get along with one person. I think we have made several misunderstandings in the world and want to start a "new start". I just hate it when someone has prejudices and believes he was right, although he did not know!
Another reason why I write hm .. I'll tell you something about my family. No idea how it is received in other families .. as it is in perfect families .. where you can be just like you are right .. where you unfold his personality and just be happy. I can not ... a small excerpt from my "real" diary
20 October - 1:30 at night
So it starts again and is now in full swing-> Mom angry outbursts. And just because we're not wanted to dance to their tune.
Mone (ps: my sister for all who do not know) and I have rented movies and watched TV in the room my cousin was still in the process. I then slept before, suddenly stormed in and around mama screaming that one of us my uncle and my cousin has to drive home! But we have been drinking wine and I would almost fell over from exhaustion. She herumgeschrieen only continued, "Out, out or I'll dresch. I was able to flee to the bathroom and later in my room. Then she cried and bleated on and on, increased again in what pure-always found new things such as "I can each of you a slap ... ... saublöde women think only of themselves ... I hope they have later schufften hard ... you can clean pure thrash thrash .. can ..." and how often it has used the "thrash" and "saublöd" I wants to know. Maybe they should
would try it with a bit of niceness. Comes easy in and roars around. Hello? So you may talk with prisoners. They also know me more zero. In their eyes I'm so quiet, dauerbockig, selfish, always bad-tempered, stupid (or rather "saublöd" -.-) But I am not yet so! All my friends know me different, I know me differently. I am a relatively satisfied man and I appreciate the little things in life. I laugh so much and also make nonsense and just want to be sometimes "stupid", which does not necessarily mean that I'm stupid. How often I've already heard of me until I believed it myself, and persuaded me time and again: "I'm stupid." But it's not true! Every day I must say: You're not stupid. I'll have my own every day prove us ... again and again.
keyword selfish: I'm the degree that thinks only of others. The (almost) always does everything for others. But I am doing it for my friends and from which I get back at least something: attention and even a piece of love. and just received at home, not me. I'm totally here the hard shell built up, so it probably looks more as if I were still a petulant teenager term. But in truth Today I only hide my grief and helplessness. And when I'm alone, it breaks out. yes 2 times today already have been crying, but mom may not of noticed! She sees me cry rarely do it but even relatively "often". Especially when something happens again. Feel me just suck it. Mama do not know what it causes for a loss. I always feel like a little child is the one constantly says: "You can not" and the child asks all the time: "WHY ?"..." why I may not know what is a reason behind it? " I just do not understand how so with me / us can jump around. There are as nonsensical thing down on a rebound and one can find no protection. And dad you have, as always, not heard. He keeps out of there and lets just say mama. I often wonder how he can stand with a woman?
END
Joa I can not help anyway ... it can at most tell someone, but no one can understand something like that, because he did not know these situations. But there, a friend just in case it is similar. At least something like it can partially understand ^ ^ "
Well it's late, school tomorrow. Today is the way nixm honest like that happens .. always have all the tag done nothing special except play SIMS (SIMS 2 pets-I love it! XD)
Good night and see you soon .. going to try again bissl more purely write * * winku_
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